busy busy busy

7th months has passed since i entered this matriculation college. Once, I realized that the study lifetyle here is quite different from my secondary school..The syllabus here is very rush because we just need to swallow all the knowledges on books within one year..Fortunately, i'm able to adapt to this rugged ambience..BUT, sometimes the hectic homeworks made me even can't breathe anymore..terrible..everyday with the books around..craziness..but i have no choice..

NOW, I'm thinking the matters that i can do when i go back home on this wednesday at 6pm.. instead of Christmas's holidays, i have a chance to gather with my family members and ex-friends again..happy a lot..so, i'm trying to finish all my works before i am going back home because i don't wanna to face all the books at home to spoilt my mood..but i don't think i will read anymore at home..haha..

Upset for today..because of the chemistry test on this morning..i have done a lot of mistakes on it.. i shouldn't be like this.. a very simple test, but why i can still make errors..can't even forgive myself..guilty..ok, i'm sure u all will say this is just a small test, take it easy la..maybe..and i also got a unsatisfied marks for my last chem test..Due to my results, it is just one conclusion for me, i need to put more efforts on my study lo.. Never mine, i will be more hardworking.=.=

i am trying my best on my study here...gambateh...

Update

sorry that i didn't update for a long time..not am i don't wanna to post it but because of the lousy and slow internet connection in this college..i can't really post it:) Haiz..don't know what to say with the poor service here..once i get the better connection, i will try to update again..promise=.=

Sadness

NOW, the tranquil and peace in my room make me feel more desperate than ever..I have an extremely bad mood for these few days..i'm afraid to be alone in my room since all of my roommates had went back to their home..Something happened to my family members..I'm so astonish to heard about this and i also feel sad that my mum didn't want to tell the truth until the day i dialed back home..grief-stricken..i know why my mum to do so for me and i really can't afford to withstand the sadness..

Fortunately, i have a best friend besides me all the time..She is trying to accompany and console me. THANKS for you, ai xin..As a friend, it is enough for me.REALLY..and our PSPM(SEM 1) results will be announced soon on coming tuesday, i hope both of us and all the friends here will get a flying colours results and won't let our parents down..

Hopefully, the incident happened in my family will be the turning point of our lives but not the ending point.. And now, i'm afraid the coming of tommorrow..

GOD bless us..

FULL of dreAMs

梦, 对人的一生是否遥不可及呢？

但，我坚信。。。

只要心中不放弃，
愿望的火种就不会熄灭，
只要持续着努力，
总会有美梦成真的一天。

Full DreAM IS the title that i like the most..Can u imagine that our lives are full with dreams? Whatever it's 'small' or 'big' dreams..When we wanna some of the dreams, hopefully we will try to realize it and make it appears in our lives..so, to get a dream to come true, persistent and hardworking are needed..

One of my dreams now is to improve my english. So far, it's not only for me to learn how to speak english fluently to others but also the ways how to improve my english's vocabularies and..wah, so tricky for me now..BUT never mind, because i have the chance to improve my english, that is to write something(journal in english)in my blog..haha..

Eei, i have many dreams and rejoice experiences in my life..Therefore, afterwards i would like to express my emo here..so please forgive me that i have many grammatical errors and lousy sentenses in my posts later..this is because my english is really bad..=.=