Unexpected accident

I went home excitedly. Finally i can meet up with my eldest sister who i havent seem her for two months already. I wish to do a lots of things with my family members because now i know to cherish and treasure every moments with them. That day, i reached home quite late. I felt tired and exhausted. I still didnt have a chance to share my experiences with my family. I lay on the sofa for a while before i go to bed.

The next day, should be a wonderful day, but the call made it differently. My mum shouted while she answering the call. Unexpectedly, my mum told us that grandma had passed away, with her shivering tone. All of us shocked and depressed. The plan that made by us disrupted. We do nothing because we need to back to kangkar senangar, pagoh, johor, to help my grandma to do the funeral. The journey on the way backed to johor is very long, long, long. I hope i can't arrive the destination. I wish not to see the my grandma with no breathing, but i did. At the moment, i hope my grandma is still alive, but it seem imposssible. Sorrow ambience around the house, all the relatives are there, crying and crying.

My grandma is a very nice nice women, take good care of us and pampered us a lots. She never scolded us. I looked at her for a long period of time, but she didnt gave me any responses.My heart is broken, i could listen the sound. Did you? Tears rolled down on my cheeks..

I don't want grandma to die.. please wake up..please please..

Grandma, i could never see you again..

UM, i'm coming soon

i'm waiting anxiously for the upu results to come out.


Haha, i can enroll into Universiti Malaya (UM) as the course of mathematics acturial and financial. Since now still having a week for us to prepare, i really need to settle all the stuffs and documents as soon as possible. HEhehehe, the excitement and rejoice ambience still around me, it's so great for me to continue my study in my life. Although i know that acturial science is not a easy course to study actually, i will insist with my dream also with my determination and gut. Really hope that i can do it with strongly persistent.

UM, I'm coming soon..

One month celebration

Two cute and playful children again...

My auntie is feeding the baby..Hurry up, look at the baby, is him very cute? haha, don't be jealous..

The baby named Zhi Han is sleeping soundly.


A baby is borned on 4th of May with full of happiness and blessing..Everyone is expecting the day of his coming. Since now is during vacation, all of my family members except 2 sisters are going to johor to have a look on him.

Wah, so cute..

My uncle and aunt are very excited although this baby boy is their 4th children. All of us also happy with it. Hope the baby can grow up healthy..

On 4th of June, my uncle invited us and some relatives to a ''sin yang'' restaurant to celebrate the full month of the baby. With the delicious dishes and wonderful ambience, we are enjoyed the night. The spot is fulled with many innocent children. Laughing and smiling are hang over the spot and raised up a forgettable day. We took some photographs as memories and adults also sang for several songs..

I hope that everyone will have a prosperous life..

Confronting the Fear of Failure

Many people would rather be odd, hostile or overworked rather than be seen as a failure. With the tremendous stress we place on success, this phenomenon is not surprising. Successful people are winners. People feel sorry for losers and no one wants to be pitied. At the same time, we are constantly bombarded with truisms to cushion the effect of a failure. These are phrases like, ' We learn from our mistakes' or 'You can't win them all, everybody's wrong sometimes'...

This is one of the passages that i have read and it seems attempt to rise my spiritual. It touched my heart. I'm acknowledged it will be a good lesson for me. As i now stand on the diverge roads that i should choose one of it to continue my life after. It seems burdensome for me as i didn't confirm what the road that i must go ahead and am i afford to handle all the incidents that are going to happen around me..

I'm hesitate, scare, afraid, frighten... and think it over and over again... What should i do?

Reading this passage seems give me an injection of encouragement and confident. Really, we need to confront the fear of failure and think positively. Actually, the greatest fear is the fear of not being sure what will happen. So, most of us can learn to accept and deal with the worst if we really know what is coming.

=D..Yeah, for me, i decide to pursue the dream that i possessed before. No wonder what is the difficulties that will defeat me through the road i taken, i strongly believe that i can cope it with my persistent and determination. Go ahead with what i'm going to experience and i will learn more about ' life ' ...

I believe, believe and believe...

Update

im so sorry for a long time din't update, this is because after the matriculation programme..i become more lazy...hehe..also too prosperous being at home..of course, that got numerous interesting events that had happened around me..



now, im staying in my uncle's house in parit raja, johor..the connection here is quite poor..cant online frequently.. but im so happy to live here and get a lots of informations..high-spiritual..

ok=.=, will update soon..

CNY celebration and reunion dinner

The great title of our CNY celebration..






two chemistry teachers in KMPH..a motivator..give lots of guidances..thanks ya..

12 of performers in mini orchestra..

so nice for us to take the photos...awesome..yeah..

we fight for the best with each other..

our mini orchestra' performance..harr..look like so professional..

awesome..great achievement we obtained in that night..i have been participated in the performance of mini orchestra..12 of us and including a conductor. We tried our best and kept on practising before the celebration.. While reaching the time for us to show off our skills and confidents..a bit frighten when saw all the people fulfilled the Dewan Dato Bahaman..but actually felt nice while seeing many of them would like to watch our performances..not only mini orchestra, there are many events too..wushu, taichi, playing diabola, 24 seasons drum, drama, flat dance..

i have made a small mistake while playing the drum..but never mind because it's over and i got some of the thoughts and lessons..this activity has made all the chinese people to reunion in KMPH since there are a small amount of us..we also enhanced our friendship and formed the bond between each other..after the celebration, we took a lot of photos as a memory and played until midnight..it;s great.. the celebration had been ended with beautiful notation..everyone seem to be satisfied and happy..

The next day of the CNY celebration, we had the reunion dinner together..our performers also prepared a series of events to enlighten our hearts..full of happiness and rejoices..the mechanical team would like to display the meaningful videos and photos..so heart warming..everyone treasures and appreciates what we experienced and tried hard in the whole progress...

i will remember the day we are together till the rest of my life..

Homesick

i am sick..not only for physical but also for my mentality..the works here are too much..i got great pressure..last week, i got menstrual pain an i had a terrible feeling..the world since to be corrupted at a moment..horrible experience since i entered this college..i really can't withstand the pain and immediately went to seek for a doctor..but suprisingly the doctor gave me the KK medicines ( one of the paracetamol), the most common medicines..At once, i really dont know that medicine can cure for menstrual pain la..but for the government' clinic, normally is like this..they prefer to give u KK whatever for any diseases..haha.. just accept it..

i feet tired and miss my home..need to back home this week..

Besides, there are some interesting events in KMPH..like the CNY celebration..prestigious ambience on that particular night..2 days before, i also went outing with my friends..enjoy a full day activities..and yesterday i had took part in the Pesta Balapan..participated on 400m event..
fortunately, i got a 3rd prize.. the first medal i received in the year 2009..a good beginning..

that all for this post because i have no mood to write more..but i will brief more about the events i mentioned above when i back home..will update soon..=.=

Craving for the best

now is on my sains informatics class..since the teacher is not teaching yet, so i decided to blogging here..really no mood to do anything else..at 1:00pm, some friends and i went for lunch and also gave us some tine to prepare ourself to look at our UPS result after finished lunch.

reach the moment, go ahead to the notice board at the info centre..there are a list according to our matric no...anxiously..i searched for my matric no. and i praying for a good result because i really well-prepared before the UPS.. yeah, i found my matric number..ms0819527472.. my heart beated with a higher frequency..immediately, i glanced across my result..OMG..i felt cool suddenly..the ambience seen to be freezed.. i can't breathe anymore..can't believe it..see again to double check..really..the result..my heart is broken..mathematics and chemistry got A, physic got A- and english i got C..shocked when i knew my physics got A-, i really disappointed because the questions of the physics paper is the most easiest amongst the other papers..

especially for the physics. i have put a lot of efforts..study more, do the exercise more and even discuss more..when i reflashed back, i have spent lots of time to discuss those questions with ai xin in her room..asked more to catch the concepts properly..besides, the one of the question on the paper i have already done before...for the english, i also much depressed with the result...

maybe i really need moreeeeeee efforts in my study..more and even more than before....this is just the reason that i conform myself..

be awareness..

The days of CNY

The 1st day

i woke up at about 10am in the morning..there are no other siblings on the bedroom..i knew i already late..open the door, i saw all my sibling already dressed up with their new clothes and having their breakfast and lunch together..one of my sister said'' wen, faster go to bath and have your meal, after that we wanna go to grandma's house..wah, so excited..Actually i knew many of them kinda to receive 'angpau' from my grandma and other relatives..haha...me also wanna to receive..hence, i need to be faster lo..Now, my house is fulfilled with happy ambience..as usual, we received the angpau first from our parents...niceee..

At the night, i went out with my friends to visit some of their house..During the midnight at 12pm, we decided to go to the beach to celebrate woon peng's birthday..her boy friend had bought a big cake..we went there first and tried to light up the candles as a beautiful background while her boy friend was trying to fetch woon peng came to the beach..Finally, they came..but woon peng was asking why fetched her to beach at midnight..she looked like a little bit angry..we walked out slowly from the back and sang the birthday's song..one of the friends also play the harmonika as celebration..peng was suprising and touching..by the way, we chatted and played for a while

The 2nd day and the following days

i still with my friends to visit ohters..because of the hot weather, we drove our own car to other friend's house..Interestingly, we had six cars with us and about 20 of friends..a big group.. besides, we also played pocker and had a small gambling amongst us...

On one night, i fetched some of my friends (zi rui. eng kian, sing yong, aik kuan) to site A to put on the fireworks..this time, we had a short distant with the fireworks..it is almost on top of us..so wonderful but actually it is very dangerous..astonishing..we had a great time together..The prestigious scene of fireworks have touching me a lot..i will remember the prosperous night with u all together in site A..

Prosperous Night

The time for prom night, since i entered the spot, the scene suprising me..many of u dressed up with beautiful gaun and looked differrent than ever..pretty, pretty and pretty...great to meet with u all again..

i caught a precious chance to chat and gossip with my ex-students..knew many info and shared our experiences together while waiting the other friends to attend this ball..After that, we had came across to a series of events..ice breaking, k song, fashion show, changing of our present...All the performances are very interesting..wonderful..

Then, the highlight of the prom night is we watched the vast and beautiful fireworks in front of us..short but brighter the dark sky for an instant time..really, that is more than enough..it is enough for me to remember for my rest of life..During the night, we are not forget to catch a lot of photos as a memory..as u know, that night we are very happy and enjoyable..

thanks for our friends who try hard to organize this prosperous prom night^=^

The Prom Night

PROM NIGHT BALL

Theme : Formal Night
Date : 24/1/2009
Time : 7.15 pm
Venue : Sin Ming Kee Restaurant
Dress Code : Formal Attire / Evening Wear

Due to this prom night organized by our ex-students of Yoke Kuan, i'm really appreaciate to all of u..U all have create a precious chance to us that we can meet and gather again at that night.. Just now i have entered the yk.blogspot to look up for some lastest informations..Again, i saw some valuable idea and comments given by our friends..For the progress of this prom night ball to be sucess, i know many of urs have put a lots of efforts on it..THX for ur efforts.. hopefully, it will be a happy and prosperous night that we can share our experiences togather..

i'm waiting for the coming day..

Happy Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year is just around the corner..i think everyone is busy to do all the new year preparation..i already back to sekinchan last friday..since i back home, i saw my mum is still busy to clean up our house and do some biscuits..yesterday, i had helped my mum to make the cookies..

After prepared all the ingredients, we started to mix the flour and eggs together..by adding sugar, water and etc..we make the cookies for about three and half hours..During the progress of making cookies, i had took many of the pictures by using my handphone..it is because i wanna to use those pictures to do my webpage(science informatics's project)..

thanks for my mum to cooperate with me..she let me to take all the photos and gave me some of her opinion about the photos..i had enjoyed making the cookies with my mum together..Now, we are waiting for the coming of the Chinese New Year..

Wishing all the people in the world..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

The Coming of a New Year

On the year 2009, everything becomes new with hopes again..i would like to wish all of my family members, friends and even more people to have a happy new year..Everything will be fine..Hopefully, the year of 2009 will be a better year than 2008=:)

To my sister who got the 4'As in the PMR result, i know u already study hard a lot.. it 's ok..it's not a bad result actually..it's good..great for u..please not be frustruated and depressed..your journey of life is still long and no people can predict what u are going to be in the future just depends on the PMR result..maybe u are a sucessful people..so, be more hardworking right now..u can put your aim in this year..ok, if u think u can, u can..i believe it..For me also the same, the next week i will sit for my UPS. Gambateh..=.=

Haha..I am willimg to tell all of u that i have break my own record in my life, that is i slept at 6am in the morning..really..just because i wanna to apply for the UPU ( the enrollment of IPTA)..im not alone to apply for it, ai xin is together with me the whole night..To prevent from feeling sleepy, both of us joked with each other for the long over night..haha..a new experience for both of us..great but damn..why ai xin can apply it finally at about 6am but i still cant..sad, i spent the whole night time, but i got nothing..

Yesterday, finally i can practise my 'yang qin' with the friends who played the other musical instrument, that is 'liu qin' and 'di zi'..funness..hopefully we have more passion on it and try to practise more..In case, i think i definitely can learning something new during the ongoing progress.. Keep it on..haha*-*

New year, new hope and new dream..